This week has been tough for me. I’m feeling exhausted and emotionally drained…
It’s crazy to me that some people think they can leave for several months at a time and come back and decide to disrupt our lives. That is unacceptable. It’s so draining. We were doing great. Life was simple. Easy. Drama free. We were happy. Things were stable.
I find it interesting that narcissistic personalities have no emotions. They are selfish. They don’t think about how their actions affect others. It blows my freaking mind how they think they can play by their own rules. They don’t have to abide by contracts or agreements. They are above the law. They are above everyone else. Seriously UNBELIEVABLE.
Single mom life is NO JOKE. It’s hard AF. I consider myself to be pretty damn strong. I’m a badass business woman and mentally tough. I’ve been through hell and back and I’m still alive! I’ve been taking on too many things lately… possibly too much. Some days I feel like super woman and other days I’m barely surviving.
Is it wrong that I feel lazy if I’m not constantly working or doing something productive? I’ve always been like this. I can’t sit and do nothing. I have to always be doing SOMETHING or else I feel like I failed at the end of the day. There are not enough hours in the day. My body is telling me to slow down. I need to take a breather. It’s ok to feel worn out. It’s ok to sit and do nothing. I have to take my own advice and take care of myself. Go to be earlier instead of working so late. Baby steps. Mini goals. I got this.
Dress: Forever 21 v-neck sweater dress (size small) | Sweater: c/o ModCloth dream of the crop cardigan (size XXS) | Sandals: Sam Edelman Yaro ankle strap sandals | Necklace: c/o Vince Camuto mother of pearl link necklace | Bag: Louis Vuitton (similar HERE and HERE)