This past week was by far the toughest week I’ve ever had. Quite possibly THE WORST one in my entire life and I’m pretty sure I’ve never said something like this publicly. You guys know I try to be positive and keep things pretty light on my blog and social media but I can’t hide what I’m feeling. I don’t know if I will ever talk about it. Behind this smile, I am hurting like I’ve never hurt before. There are really no words to describe what I’m going through.
I’m trying to draw strength in any way that I can but it is SO hard. Milan definitely is my light and the reason why I’m surviving. I haven’t slept or eaten much. I haven’t blogged in five days and missed my usual Friday post. I don’t believe I’ve ever gone this many days without posting something.
I know deep down I will get through this but at this very moment, I’m not sure how. I also know I can’t be the only one feeling this way or going through what I’m going through. I hope you understand if I may be a bit more quiet here and on social media. I need to heal and I don’t know how long it will take. I may not be able to respond to emails, comments or questions but I still read every single one of them so please don’t stop. I love you guys and thank you for all your kind words of encouragement and prayers. I need all the love I can get right now. XOXO
Dress: ModCloth tulle dress (size XXS, runs VERY small so size up) | Clutch: Clare V. leopard foldover clutch | Earrings: c/o Ann Taylor pave bow earrings | Shoes: kate spade new york lottie pumps (similar HERE)